Commission~! I used this as a chance to homage Junji Ito
Sailor Moon’s Codename: Sailor V Movie // glitch poster
I want to kiss her.
Not because I want to feel the softness of her fair lips or the warmth of her breath as she exhales against me.
I want to kiss her because I can’t think of any other way to fully express the beauty that she is. I want her to know that I see her as perfect. That she is perfect.”
[2014.02.28] Soundwave @ FLEMINGTON Racecourse
x, digital image, 2014
i dont need to be pretty i just happen to be pretty
I used to be bothered by losing friends - especially close friends, but over the past years I’ve been thinking about it and understanding how different our paths have diverged, and how different our lives have changed. When it comes to me, I drift from one social group to another. I’ve recognized this many times. I’m not a very static person among others. I never liked the idea of just sticking with certain kind of people.
In fact, it doesn’t bother me at this point. It’s not that I don’t care.. and it’s not that I’m letting go of people. I think it’s more like I’m busy with my own life, but I’m also doing what’s best for me. I should know it very well because this is how I always am with others. Maybe I do maintain my distance too much with people, but I’m very used to things changing. The scene can change so much, and it doesn’t affect me. The closeness I have with people won’t change.
But it will change when I notice people aren’t talking to me the same way anymore or even interested in my life as they used to be. I’m perceptive of these things, and quick to catch it.
I’m not into the idea of reconnecting with others even if it’s been a long time. I’m not into the idea of letting people back in when I’ve separated myself from them. That’s always how I’ve done things. Once I’m gone - then I’m gone for good in every sense possible. Perhaps my presence will still be around and I’ll still be a familiar face, but it won’t ever be the same.
For years, I have continued to complain about my lack of friends.. or my loss of friends.. or that I want new friends. I think I realize now that shouldn’t be a priority. I think most of all, in the end - I don’t care. You can build so much with me, and losing that won’t impact me at all.
Artwork by きのと
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